Welcome.. I'm back again. Its been a few years. Consider this.

IN this time- Ive moved a thousand miles away and got married to a US soldier. Life can change in the blink of an eye. I got into my dream art school but couldn't afford it. Dreams are lovely for the wealthy. Some way I will go to art school. I'm still addicted to music. I haven't shot much at all. Ive lost my passion for it. Not lost it but just misplaced it. Too much drama has swept through my life. I'm still dealing with issues like bipolar and general insanity.
Blip.fm is my new crack. I started new meds today. Hopefully I will lose weight. Im not overweight I just want to get down to about 125. It isnt too thin but its pretty close. Somehow I feel better when Im super super thin.
The drama up in this state sucks. My crazy ass neighbor still harasses me. I have had to deal with way too much bullshit. I am ready to be home! It hurts sometimes when I think about certain things.

Mark is leaving me on Monday. He has a mountain sniper training course. It never seems to fail. He wont be home for my birthday. I will be alone. Oh joy! I am pretty certain I will be going to Canada to get absolutely slammed.


I am still dealing with my past. Its a 24 hr struggle. Something always pops up out of the blue. I wish I could have a conversation with a select group of people. If I could remedy one thing I would be content. But alas fate shall have her way.


BOB is the most annoying kitten on earth but I love him. I now have 5 pets yet only 2 live with me right now. I am so ready for Dec. 18th. I will be moving home and back to the 706 area. Many adventures are planned for next year like San Diego and maybe some foreign countries.



I need sleep desperately. I am super tired. Oh another thing I cant wait till my hair grows out. Im ready for it to be long again!



I still am amazed by how things progress and morph!